MY FAVORITE THING - HOME

THERE'S NO PLACE LIKE HOME

I love being home - I like going places sometimes, if it's a worthy place to go, some place that is cool or educational. I LOVE to play outside, to walk out in the woods and bond with Earth Mother. But I love being home.

That's why TN is gona be so cool, if i go outside - it's real live wild 'n' wooly nature. Not like here in cocoa - so asphalty. so trafficy. so crackheady. lots 'n' lots of human-made, synthetic crap. The kid thinks it's awesome nature outdoors when he goes and plays in the saw grass weed lot between our house and the highway - he climbs up the hong kong orchid tree and thinks that he is king of the world up there ~ just WAIT 'til he gets up north and goes outside and his yard isn't just 25 ft of weed-grass in any direction - and the lake is only a hop, skip, and a jump to the east - he'll be in all his boy glory to be able to root around on the shore of the lake in all the rocks. I've been telling him there are dangerous critters up there he has to learn to pay attention for and given them a LOT of space, like rattle snakes ~ but he's in more danger when he's riding his bike up and down the st here with crack heads flopping around - even worse, driving around ~ that's a big ol' horrifying mess. Poor kid, he got into a buncha bull ants at school on Thurs., and I told him the spirits maybe were teaching him he needed to learn to pay closer attention to creatures in the outdoors for when he gets to TN and has to learn to look out for things like rattlers.

I don't like going to the mall. I HATE Wal-Mart, like Kelloggs products, i've boycotted Wal-Mart - just seems like the perfect place for the sleeping sheep to congregate and purchase their identical chinese-made toxic weird things. We never go to clubs or bars, although i don't think i'd be THAT adverse to going and having a drink sometime if good enough people were to go with me. i can't stand the thought of going to a restaurant to eat - i'm so weird about what food i eat anymore - all that crazy genetically modified food-like products is WAY creepy and i do NOT want to ingest any of that shit.

oh i gotta quit writing this crazy crap now ~ i love ya and i'm surely truly glad i'm home with my sweet fam - i love my fam, these are the best people in the world.